Sunday, October 30, 2016

Real feelings

Okay, I know what I said about being all sorts of numb, here there and basically everywhere, but I too have feelings, odd and hard to define although there here and in many places...
Yup!
Healing pain?
Is there such a thingy?
Belly spots yell, no speak louder than I knew they could...
Those paper sutures curling up all over the place, four locales, with little harsh individual tugs.
Coughing diminished ever so slightly, Vicks in the vaporizer works well, as well as under the nosey and on the neck and chest. Still cannot use the CPAP without coughing into it, so a no go.
Short bouts of need of ice packs in the circular areas of my mid section anatomy, thighs, tummy, neck even under arms.
Must move more.
Getting sore from not.
Hubby waits on me, but I do try to get some things for myself.
My soups are masticated via blender even chicken noodle, cream of mushroom, chicken and rice, but not my tomato basil!  Ah variety!
Pudding, chocolate and vanilla, JELLO, cherry, ice pops!
Protein drinks, cream of wheat and creamed oatmeal.
Tummy refuses too much of anything at one time, as it should.
That should be all due to my banana sized shaped remainder of one that is.
Started my gallstone preventative medication today that will be for life, unless my gallbladder gets removed for some reason then no need.
Also the same medication prevents liver diseases, a twofer.
Odd burning sensations come and go, must remember to take my Pepcid, but Nexium is all gone!
Another day of not accomplishing, saving up my energy for the week ahead, three days scheduled so far.
Room for more.
Haircut, evaluation for outpatient PT and to my internist, yep three so far.

Itchy where healing too, I know that is also common.
I will not scratch, I will not scratch, I will not scratch!
Pulling tugging just handing things to Hubby, itty bitty ouch!
Nice to be able to go to the restroom unaccompanied as well as shower as much as I desire!
The hospital had me call the nurse for everything!
Nightmare last Saturday night when one nurse thought she was helping with prune juice, that worked too fast and too well!

FREEDOM IS MINE!
CHOICES ARE MINE!
Remember when you vote that is true too!

On this note of more nothingness, allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you all to kindly count all of your blessings and share all of your overages with you know whom and we will too!

And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!
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