A crap shoot to say the
least.
Funny, WORD, i.e. program,
feels that the above statement should have been, “crap shoots”, huh?
Being grammatically incorrect
is more fun.
Many who read this hack job,
in other words this blog of mine, nightly have found it difficult to follow if
they are English grammar purist and might have even given up on my technique of
expressing myself nightly here.
I have found that many a time
even with the use of this archaic grammar and spell check minimalist editing
process in my WORD Program circa 2003 at times I go off the rails and go with
my own gut way of dialect/speech patterns, the real me; I call this method realism. I write as I speak, and
I suppose that I am NOT always grammatically correct then either. Gosh if this
were a novel I would not feel as guilty, since characters created have those
rights of rich true tones without hoity toity overtures of proper speech.
Life is so simple except when
you do things that you feel must please others…Oh okay, all of us have gone
through life trying to please people, usually starting with our parents and the
rest of that inner circle of people who say they love you no matter what. Then
why do we try so hard to please? Continuing on to school and yes there you are
again trying to please that teacher, boss, then a spouse, a child and on and on we
go…
Why do we always put such
difficult unrealistic pressures on ourselves?
Many call it “a conscience”
is good and makes us stay on the right track, and no argument here, it sure
does… within reason, hmm?
Good angel, bad angel
syndrome happens around puberty when you want to belong to a group that might be
the actual bad angel one but good angel tells you uh, uh!
How you finally react will
determine a lifetime of pain or joy, just by that simple decision.
Or not, of course not.
I’m not a psychologist, so
anything I say here carries no weight in the bigger picture of things, but at
times I do show proficiency in common sense, but not always, than I would be
your deity, huh?
Most of us grow up in spite
of any mistakes large or small of judgment, and usually keep on making many
mistakes throughout life, that’s why it’s called life and as people none of us are perfect.
And many of us go on to live
happy, healthy, successful lives periodically in spite of all that; even me.
At one time I was all those
things mentioned above.
Time has a way of catching up
with you and changing some things.
All in all the one thing we
do have in our control is how we look at the world, either by being happy or by
being sad, most days I chose to be happy.
I may be considered fat, dumb
and happy by some but by me I am mostly two of those things and I will let you guess
which two.
That’s the spirit laugh!
Tell the world what you
really think, but in code or gibberish like me.
I have cooled my heels on
some op ed pieces due to the controversies on the bigger more important ones,
and who really cares about what I might be thinking anyway; bloggers have been
killed, but you all know that.
You are very smart people.
Sure the bloggers were
international renown at their jobs, not like me, but one never knows does one? Ten countries still read this.
In conclusion, I am more like
THE SEINFELD SHOW than most will care to admit, why? I have no idea, but I
insist I talk often about nothing and I thought that was their claim to fame
too?
On that note of what, allow
me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you
all to kindly count all your blessings and share all your overages with you
know who and we will too!
And next time please be here
or be square, ya hear!