Wednesday, January 18, 2012

So much happening, but all they say has me waiting!

Yes, my advocate with the organization seems to feel that I will be hearing shortly when they will be scheduling my needle biopsy, but that was this morning when she called and said that she faxed them my information.
I gave all of them my home phone number, but so far, at six P.M., tonight, no news…They say that no news is good, right? But I really don’t think under these circumstances though…
Perhaps, it’s my once again lack of sleep, but I am overly anxious about all this.
I awoke again due to pain in my head and neck and took my fanciful cautious three aspirin of only 81 MG each. You see, aspirin and my stomach do not agree, and so with all my other medications in those wee morning hours of three-ish in the A.M. I took that meager dose. But this time it did not work as the other nights it had and so I remained up since then.

Being not insured is no fun, ya know? Although, everyone has been trying to help me to get insurance for my future reference and yes, there are some online for pre-existing government programs but with very high monthly premiums and ridiculous deductibles in the thousands. And so, why would I get that? If I could afford that I would pay for the tests I need, hmm?
It does always seem like there is a, ‘Catch 22’ for people on the fringes or as I would rather like to think of, not really, ‘falling through the cracks’, which in my interpretation means not poor enough but not having enough to take care of what has to be taken care of, got that?
I wish people out there would stop sending me jobs they think I would like or continuing education programs, been there done that.
I am half blind, barely can walk and no longer drive and nearly sixty-two, if I am lucky I will be…GOT IT?
I suppose all those mean-well people, just mean well.
Pay me to do this and I would be a very happy half-blind, mobility challenged gal!
For an hour a night I am in my glory.

It is true if you find something you love that you should do it, but also try to get reimbursed for that too, ha!
Gotta live, I am a kept woman whoa, yep, by my Hubby’s pension and social security.
It took me a long time to get over that, since I worked on and off for thirty-two years while raising our two sons and even after that and during as a volunteer.
And now I am a BIG BUM!
Not proud of that.
But you are what you are.

For a while there I was compensating my self respect by trying to be an advocate online with the organizations that I desired to help, which was any that asked me, I am a sap or maybe just kind hearted?

But with my eyesight compromised it’s hard; on this I can at least adjust the print size to my not so tough to see size.

Enough about me, how about you; what is your life now from day to day?
I sure would love to hear back with your war stories or too happy days, sorry that was uncalled for, but you know me…I suffer from that nasty GREEN-EYED MONSTER when my acquaintances have perfect lives and health and no complaints…JEALOUS, BIG TIME!

If you noticed tonight I did not pirate any information that I gleaned from my prime plagiarizing sites, nah I always use quotes and credit them with what I steal, wait I mean borrow, and even give direct access to their sites as well! The awareness stopping us from access today, will be over tomorrow so I have been told… I suppose the only way to find out is to Google or Wikipedia information then, hmm? Meanwhile, Yahoo is allowing info access and if you copy and paste this, below, you will be more in the know, ho, ho! http://news.yahoo.com/sopa-vs-pipa-anti-piracy-bills-uproar-explained-013507326.html

On that more than you wanted to know dissertation of TMI, allow me to be the first to wish you all a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all your blessings and share those overages and we will too!

And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?

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