Monday, December 12, 2011

Ups and downs and all arounds...

Does anyone know where the expression, ‘my stomach is tied in knots’, came from? Or butterflies in the belly? Shaking like a leaf?
Emotions all over the place were the name of the game today.
I felt like a trial was in the making.
How can I explain with not divulging too much yet making all of you realize it was no picnic hearing back from our new daughter-in-law?
Apparently, our son has made up a ridiculous story and she had believed him.
It all boiled down to me having to prove that Hubby and I were married and never divorced and I had never ever had another husband that passed away from a heart attack in 2006 and that he had worked for NASA!
CRAZY!
Our son has more problems than I realized and I hope the fact that I proved to his new bride by running off copies of my photo I.D. and Hubby’s photo driver’s license that we are very much together since our addresses are current and the same. And we will be celebrating our forty-first anniversary in February!
In the end, I do believe with our undeniable proof that our loving but very odd child is not being completely honest with his new bride, and my heart is very heavy with this sadness. She has realized that she too will be walking on eggshells, but now I fear the explanation of what that really means (refer to last night’s blog) is accurate in his case sorrowfully. And would that be an unrefuted proof of why we have been estranged all these years? I wonder what caused his trauma that made him become so confused.
On the plus side we were given a wedding picture of the two of them on a beach, but I will not divulge where, since then I would be giving you too much info, but not in Florida.
And I have taken and made a real photo of it on the photo paper we have had for years and also we were fortunate enough to have a frame, one of the ones I see at those thrift shops when I go out, my bargains, for only a dollar, but this one is in brass, so pretty enough for such a picture! I suppose now our family gallery on our breakfront is growing, how nice, for the season?
I suppose that makes me crazy too?
That I did that already?
Nah, I am of the mindset that somehow it will all work out for the best… an optimist; with patience and a lot of understanding from us all…tearing up again…

Still a little shaking we went back and forth pretty much a good portion of the day…exhausted, and feel for someone like me… praying is becoming more often than not these days…
Not like my Dad who thanked God nightly for everything, but for me asking for it to all work out for all of us!
Love is a powerful thing and nothing can compete with a parent’s love for a child no matter what!

On that bit of TMI into my world once again allow me to wish you all a very happy good night and kindly ask you to count all your blessings and share all your overages and we will too!

And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?

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