Monday, August 15, 2011

Eye if...

I do not know for sure what is going on with my eyes right now, but it is not a very good feeling.
All I can say is that my eyes and my head are still not co-operating in the get better feeling game of life.
Today I had my scheduled appointment with my neurologist, which is every three or four months… and guess what; she is pregnant with her first, a daughter and due in November! I tell you that must be contagious since you see that a lot all over the place, why another gal on tonight’s news was in that condition too! Gosh not everyone is obese, ya know? LOL!
This sort of fat is the good fat, for a reason fat, temporary kind…I remember that one.

Any-who, I almost did not post tonight due to this pain I am having even while so overly medicated. And oops I almost forgot I happened to mention to the neuro doc about all this recent baloney of ills and the money thingy causing me to become depressed and so she asked me if I wanted another prescription. This time I almost said no, but she said that Walmart had it for a bargain price of $4, but her office is close to that new pharmacy we just started with and we were going there anyway to pick up our Centrum Silver which we had a coupon for. Charlotte Pharmacy had would you believe for only $1.99 for a count of thirty of Citalopram tabs 20MG, my new anti-depressant? And so of course we got them there with the vitamins and free baby aspirins 81 mg. 30 for each of us, a special deal. So the whole bill was under thirteen bucks. Even the doc took off 20% of her bill, and since she will be taking off for maternity leave, my next look see with her will not be until January! A reprieve! Now wouldn’t it be nice if nothing were to go wrong or happen where I would need to see her covering neuro doc?
Boy, what a worry wart I am sometimes…new mantra, be well, be happy, and smile…
Everybody repeat after me, be well, be happy, and smile!
Again, and again, etc!
We will see… I can only hope since lefty is misbehaving terribly badly for the last few hours thus my reasoning for not doing this tonight.
My other thing is I do hope that with all these foreign substances in my system that these docs and the pharmacist know what they are doing!
My feeling better is an up and down sporadic sensation that’s why I hope these chemicals are not going to make me worse… and then I think do they know what they are doing?
Or should I toss them all out and just go commando, in this case it means without any drugs, not undie-less, folks!

Any-who, if my mind remembers correctly sometimes that could be the way to go, but I am in so deep now with all this legal junk.
Who knows…if I would do more harm or good?
And so I will lull my dull brain into a resigning of accepting my current medicinal fate…its times like these that I wish I had a gatekeeper.
Gatekeeper, you know with certain types of insurances they oversaw it all to make sure it was distributed appropriately for the right purpose, if I recall correctly?

On that spark of my old world in my memory, since now I have to fend for myself in all this. You see, Hubby is not into anything medical, even with his own stuff, allow me to wish you all a very happy good night and to ask you kindly to count all your blessings and kindly share all those overages and we will too!

And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?

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