Monday, June 7, 2010

I was tempted to confess, but instead I will just...

And so I chose to discuss the snake in the grass and how it slithers…
Some people are not unlike the snake in the grass, they even sneak around in the world and are very nearly chameleon like and hide their true selves from the rest of us beings.
They act normal in normal situations and even fool the most intelligent of people.
Many don’t know the darker side of this creature how it hunts and kills its prey without remorse only with a precise single-mindedness to stay on the prowl to commit to what they desire to end the life of anything they so desire, but be damned the others who try to intervene who see the true self within the slimy reptilian soul or lack there of.

There are people who resemble these skanky reptilian beings not by appearance by how they maneuver throughout our lives. They come in and promise the happiness that you so truly want then spoil it with hate, contempt and anguish and take away your soul and reason for living… so foolishly never knowing that it was for them that you so desired to survive this horrendous life that has been destroyed by ill health and hopelessness!
Striving for happiness and wellness has been tough and not that much different from banging your head against the wall syndrome.
Brick walls cause pain insurmountable when you try to take two steps forward but end up taking thirty back!
Life seems so unjust at times… tell me why I should continue?
Being miserable and fearful is not how I saw this time in my life.
Where are my golden years of happiness and family and love?
None exists for me.
Please dear, larger than me being of the heavens where are you now?
Why is it whenever I need your ear you are deaf?
Why is it when I want your guidance you are never available?
Can you not see me?
I have grown into an enormous disgusting woman that I don’t even love…
Perhaps, that is why this is happening to me…I am unlovable, and cursedly poisonous with spewing my own hateful venous anger as well.
STALEMATE!

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