Friday, April 9, 2010

Mildness of the climate in the home was the sensation of the feeling of the day!

Huh? In other words, calmness was here today!
BORING! You all say well maybe not; but to have peace in any form is a plus in these anxious times, right?

I started reading my book today that is one of Robin Cook’s his newest called, Intervention; I believe it is his newest, at least it was in the new book section of the library, and they don’t lie, do they?

My relaxation techniques are basically vegging-out by watching the idiot box also, going back and forth from the TV to the book is how I roll; these days there isn’t much else in my repertoire.

That is unless Hubby or I decide we are going out to some absolute destination for necessities, fun or education purposes.

We are still conserving gas although the newest low/high is really confusing since it actually fluctuates almost daily, got that?

This weekend at our little municipal airport we have our annual air show going on, but we aren’t going. You see it is twenty bucks a head, and when Hubby used to be a deputy and he would be usually working the air show I was allowed in for free. And when we lived in south Jersey, in Lacey Township, we lived about twenty minutes south of Lakehurst and that too was free and we would take our sons to that one.
So I guess we are spoiled due to all those freebies.

The military can’t charge since they are supported by us, the taxpayers; sort of like the Smithsonian’s, which are also still free, I think! We used to go there a few times a year when we lived in NJ, only five and half hours from there by car.

Actually it doesn’t really matter anyway since we seem to live right below their flight pattern and all we have to do is go outside and look up! LOL

Have you ever wanted something different for diner or lunch or even breakfast and couldn’t come up with something new or unique? I used to find thinking about important things was at times a very interesting challenge in problem solving, but this is just lame and ridiculous, this is what I have been lowered to in my excitement scale in life? OH NO!
Sometimes I feel that I should be doing something rewarding and important like I used to do, but then my body says forget it! DAMN!

Not so funny when its your count on one and only body that you thought you had been taking care of, eating lots of fruits and veggies, used to go to the gym one and half hours a day, or race walk three miles in forty minutes, quit smoking nearly four years ago, and this is how I am being repaid with this shell of yuck! Darn, there should have been a healthy reward for me not this.

If only I could figure out how to change what has happened, since theoretically I do know what to do, besides all that working out I was a dancer too, took it for about twelve years. Knowing what has to be done is frustrating, since in my home I basically even have a home gym too, with a stationary bike, treadmill, and free weights, not to mention a backyard pool. But I was told more exercise will make my already destroyed bones and muscles only get worse, being pre-existing with no insurance to repair the damage that is my biggest fear to try any of it, since a doctor told me that.

I had been walking up until about two years ago when the pain from my hips became so severe I couldn’t sleep at night and that is when the doctor told me it’s a no go. The old story if it hurts when you do that then don’t do that! And pain meds for me either don’t work or cause bleeding ulcers, so that is where the problem lies or as I like to say up a creek without a paddle, not really I don't like to say that but it is accurate.

If any of you out there have any ideas please tell me what I should do?
I have run out of ideas.

On that pathetic plea; I will wish you all a good night and to all count those blessings and we will too!

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