A new beginning...

A rebirth of freedom and a great weight has been taken off of my shoulders.
I am now no longer able to go through the governmental hoops; my missing credits and my Hubby’s income proves to be more than what is required for any programs available to an American who cannot get health insurance due to a pre-existing condition, or perhaps pay thousands in premiums putting us in debt up to the wazoo is what they truly expect for us to have occur. And today the attorney who told me otherwise wimped out and sent us a form letter stating that they cannot help me.

And so I will try my darndest to not need to go to a hospital or a doctor, and I will pray to whomever this country believes will heal me if I just have enough of the faith of whatever religious belief they feel that I as an American should believe, because this is America and I am a free woman! Huh?

To be honest that is what I believe that I will die way too young because the government is too damn stubborn to understand what I am going through, OK? And think that chronic ills can be wished or prayed away. It is documented that when people do not have access to proper healthcare their life expectancy is jeopardized enormously and shortened viciously to way too young a demise.

Ok enough said about things way out of any of my control.
Did you enjoy reading my last night’s Blog spot?
I hope not, but I received not one comment or any concern from any of you, and so now I am wondering why this is supposed to be therapeutic?

I thought that last night’s blurb blog was rather contentious but so far no one appears to have read it and if they had I received no help or understanding from whence those deep emotions came from.
And I thought we were doing so well, and I had somewhat of a following?
Sadly, I guess not.

After last nights brief rant of deep true feelings of the moment I think that my elaboration tonight is sufficient to pass for true commentary.

PS those free cataract docs are only free to people who are so poor they live in their cars or with someone else! We make too much for their criteria too, but they are willing to take care of my eyes for 2K each one, how about that? I can’t even afford to pay off a car for my clunker while paying off my hospital bills, that’s my reality!

Good night to you all but to me my blessings are slimming down to nil, I do wish for you to have plenty!