Monday, June 2, 2014

No, no, no, nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!! I sure did make contact, but not with anything I wanted to!!!!!

In an effort to save what I was writing here tonight I inadvertently hit publish instead of save and then sadly when I tried to delete this to take it off the publishing frame, it accidentally removed my last night's blog by my mistake of my hitting the wrong key. June first 2014 is wiped off my blog and it is forever lost into cyberspace I fear! I just confirmed that sadly it is....

And so to preserve some decorum, very little with my shaking hands, as this has definitely happened ...and unfortunately that was my only copy of June 1, 2014, Lazy Crazy summer; I am dismayed.

Any-who...
Today was a more adaptable to my actual needs kind of day.
I let my eye doc's office know via phone call how the new eye pressure medication was working as per their request on Friday; answer: vision has been going in and out.
They would call back and leave a message on how to proceed.
Only because we had my follow-up neuro doc appointment to go to this morning and this time I did bring all my questions in written form ala computer word program and printed out.

My MS brain lesions are not responsible for my arms, wrists, shoulders, legs pain and numbness after all!
Cervical stenosis appears to be the culprit and for that reason I will be having an EMG on next week's early schedule in his, the neuro's office, a preliminary to determine how to proceed and if surgical intervention is the next step.

The doctor (neuro) did say, not too unkindly that none of what I have will be getting any better, only worse, including my eyesight...denial seems to be what might work here... nah, I need to know what to do in the interim while waiting for the total me to go to hell in a hand-basket, ya know?
I tried again with, but this cervical stenosis, arthritis is fixable with surgery I queried, he said yes; not too comfortingly, he continued though, but not the MS and he added that my vision that will eventually deteriorate over the next few years...how to start the day, hmm? And this time the wait time to see him was less than an hour, only forty minutes. Hubby keeps track; while I talk to the rest of the waiting room people...

After... on to ...
Hubby ran into Lowe's for a plumbing part he needed and then we decided to eat lunch and Panera's .
When we arrived home there was a message on the phone from the eye doc's office saying to up my steroid meds and the pressure meds to three times a day and my appointment that I had to reschedule  was moved to this week, instead of next...!

So I suppose I was a bit verklempt; understandably so, true?
Thus the harsh, never able to fix MY BIG Mistake!

Oh well, I have to move on...from beating that dead horse, that ship has sailed, and all those other cliche's that make's one realize...nothing will change the fact of what they/I did; no backsies!

And so I will...on that very sour note...
Bid you all a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all your blessings and share all your overages and we will too!

And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?




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