Relaxing and knowing that many weekly business arrangements have to be on hold, makes one realize that perhaps it could be considered a natural built in breather?
Turmoil, in one's life is not something any of us look for or wants... and so I do believe it must be a thing beyond our control, which means it is definitely that abstract causal and effect of teaching us strength in an odd sort of way...
HUH?
Any-who, today was quiet, emotionally speaking, but unfortunately not physically...I awoke too early once again in pain and the inability to get comfy in my bed caused my day to begin at 3:15 A.M....maybe the underlying issue was my irritation and frustration of yesterday's exhausting conflicts...supposedly resolved, but sadly with the way my mind thinks, until I am set up within the physical therapy rehab for at least the next month or so...without negative intervention I will not feel secure, but that's just me, get it?
Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy when upset and with real possibilities of not all going how it should... not imagined, but a true plausible reasoning of that aspect of any given situation.
A few might think that is negative thinking, alright many might, but to me it is due to real threats not by any means pretend, plenty in my own personal history and just being prepared to intervene if necessary on my own or someone close to me behalf, that's all... the girl scout in me, being prepared!
Disappointment when things don't develop into what you wanted, or hoped for can be devastating and I hate to admit it but that is what makes me feel this inner gloom way too often...sure we all should handle it better, but to me being ready for the worst, or waiting for the other shoe to drop, is how I roll...too bad folks!
And in reality who has to be prepared for things going how you expected or wanted them to go, really?
Earlier today I was talking to Hubby about how too many have been accepting casually mistakes made by businesses or doctors and allowing them to basically get away with 'bad behavior' due to this world forgiving stupidity or 'mistakes' in the guise of kindness and not wanting to 'hurt feelings', what?????
It is true that most of what I am referring to is not illegal or even too dangerous, but since when is it proper for them to get away with their wrongs, but not okay for us on the receiving end not allowed to call them out on their missteps????
People, they are running their medical practices like businesses and as consumers we have the right to let them know when they're not conducting their businesses appropriately.
Decent folks will accept being told, otherwise take your business elsewhere!
Some soapboxes never rest...you are all right... I should take a break...I hear ya!
On that note of me getting it, allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all
your blessings and share all your overages with you know who and we will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!
Turmoil, in one's life is not something any of us look for or wants... and so I do believe it must be a thing beyond our control, which means it is definitely that abstract causal and effect of teaching us strength in an odd sort of way...
HUH?
Any-who, today was quiet, emotionally speaking, but unfortunately not physically...I awoke too early once again in pain and the inability to get comfy in my bed caused my day to begin at 3:15 A.M....maybe the underlying issue was my irritation and frustration of yesterday's exhausting conflicts...supposedly resolved, but sadly with the way my mind thinks, until I am set up within the physical therapy rehab for at least the next month or so...without negative intervention I will not feel secure, but that's just me, get it?
Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy when upset and with real possibilities of not all going how it should... not imagined, but a true plausible reasoning of that aspect of any given situation.
A few might think that is negative thinking, alright many might, but to me it is due to real threats not by any means pretend, plenty in my own personal history and just being prepared to intervene if necessary on my own or someone close to me behalf, that's all... the girl scout in me, being prepared!
Disappointment when things don't develop into what you wanted, or hoped for can be devastating and I hate to admit it but that is what makes me feel this inner gloom way too often...sure we all should handle it better, but to me being ready for the worst, or waiting for the other shoe to drop, is how I roll...too bad folks!
And in reality who has to be prepared for things going how you expected or wanted them to go, really?
Earlier today I was talking to Hubby about how too many have been accepting casually mistakes made by businesses or doctors and allowing them to basically get away with 'bad behavior' due to this world forgiving stupidity or 'mistakes' in the guise of kindness and not wanting to 'hurt feelings', what?????
It is true that most of what I am referring to is not illegal or even too dangerous, but since when is it proper for them to get away with their wrongs, but not okay for us on the receiving end not allowed to call them out on their missteps????
People, they are running their medical practices like businesses and as consumers we have the right to let them know when they're not conducting their businesses appropriately.
Decent folks will accept being told, otherwise take your business elsewhere!
Some soapboxes never rest...you are all right... I should take a break...I hear ya!
On that note of me getting it, allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all
your blessings and share all your overages with you know who and we will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!