What a difference a day makes, and yes, I mean in all scenarios.
The day after a major holiday, or a really bad day, or alone at last, not really, but just the usual suspects that reside within your abode or not... all or most of the time, but healthier than what?
Sadly, MS is forever.
Each day brings new symptoms or I should say the same ole ones in different volatility... or ones that you thought were gone but then, surprise... reappear!
Nah, I hate to make you think it is so much fun and whimsically hysterically funny with its ideas of giving you hope that each day will be different, but they really are...
Although, not in a good way.
Everyone's experience is not the same and that IS different.
I know that I can go for many days with just basically having rather benign stuff, like physical difficulty getting from point A to point B, and then I drop something or my chest tightens with those euphemistically calling them"hugs" grabbing at my ribs, but way too strong with a bear-like vice grip extreme! If this is some type of love hold, no one needs that much acknowledgement, ha!
But those hugs attack legs, hips, arms and even a couple of real scary times my neck!
Today I was dizzier than usual, used be funny as a young blond that was fairly healthy or so I thought, but my eyes behaved a bit better. My back is still not cooperating and it is a month today since I hurt myself.
In the next couple weeks I will be beginning my fifteenth round of physical therapy, and hopefully that will help.
Aggravation once again, although I paid my new insurance premium online from my bank on 12/13/13 and it stated that it would be done/paid by 12/18/13 and I checked today again and I did receive a confirmation number from my bank, but according to the insurance company billing department they have not received it yet! Getting down to the wire here...but they said don't worry it will not be late until January 10th, fine, but what do people like me do for ten days without an insurance card policy number?
What I think we figured out is that since I pay all my bills online many are just checks sent by the bank when you enter them and so if it was mailed snail mail on the eighteenth with the holiday it is just six days today, not counting Sunday or Christmas when we don't have any mail; breathe, calming thoughts...and yes, stress can exacerbate Multiple Sclerosis!
And sure and as right as rain each day is a new beginning and every one of them can be a BIG surprise with not knowing how it will go, and as any of us would hope is that as far as any one of us cares prayers for an uneventful day, perhaps even a little boring could be rather nice...hmm?
See that's what I am talking about, no BIG surprises or overwhelming hugs changes in the extreme of any bodily functions, bland nothingness with balance ability to handle things without incidence of dropping anything breakable...ahhhhhhh my idea of a great day, of daydom!
So on that note of some hope allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all your blessings and share all your overages with you know who and we will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!
The day after a major holiday, or a really bad day, or alone at last, not really, but just the usual suspects that reside within your abode or not... all or most of the time, but healthier than what?
Sadly, MS is forever.
Each day brings new symptoms or I should say the same ole ones in different volatility... or ones that you thought were gone but then, surprise... reappear!
Nah, I hate to make you think it is so much fun and whimsically hysterically funny with its ideas of giving you hope that each day will be different, but they really are...
Although, not in a good way.
Everyone's experience is not the same and that IS different.
I know that I can go for many days with just basically having rather benign stuff, like physical difficulty getting from point A to point B, and then I drop something or my chest tightens with those euphemistically calling them"hugs" grabbing at my ribs, but way too strong with a bear-like vice grip extreme! If this is some type of love hold, no one needs that much acknowledgement, ha!
But those hugs attack legs, hips, arms and even a couple of real scary times my neck!
Today I was dizzier than usual, used be funny as a young blond that was fairly healthy or so I thought, but my eyes behaved a bit better. My back is still not cooperating and it is a month today since I hurt myself.
In the next couple weeks I will be beginning my fifteenth round of physical therapy, and hopefully that will help.
Aggravation once again, although I paid my new insurance premium online from my bank on 12/13/13 and it stated that it would be done/paid by 12/18/13 and I checked today again and I did receive a confirmation number from my bank, but according to the insurance company billing department they have not received it yet! Getting down to the wire here...but they said don't worry it will not be late until January 10th, fine, but what do people like me do for ten days without an insurance card policy number?
What I think we figured out is that since I pay all my bills online many are just checks sent by the bank when you enter them and so if it was mailed snail mail on the eighteenth with the holiday it is just six days today, not counting Sunday or Christmas when we don't have any mail; breathe, calming thoughts...and yes, stress can exacerbate Multiple Sclerosis!
And sure and as right as rain each day is a new beginning and every one of them can be a BIG surprise with not knowing how it will go, and as any of us would hope is that as far as any one of us cares prayers for an uneventful day, perhaps even a little boring could be rather nice...hmm?
See that's what I am talking about, no BIG surprises or overwhelming hugs changes in the extreme of any bodily functions, bland nothingness with balance ability to handle things without incidence of dropping anything breakable...ahhhhhhh my idea of a great day, of daydom!
So on that note of some hope allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all your blessings and share all your overages with you know who and we will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!