Things can be redundant, superfluous, outmoded, disused,
surplus, unneeded, unnecessary, uncalled-for…
And so I will not
continue to tell my tale of woes of how ms
sucks, tonight anyway!
Since by now most of you who don’t have it or know someone
personally with it, have been schooled, and I am sorry for that at times, but
not always…ha!
All of our lives go on no matter what our lot in life may
be, hmm?
So tonight I will just mention that sitting here is not
physically easy, but I want to so badly to do this that I am gritting my teeth in pain, as I
write, okay?
ENOUGH ALREADY!
You think I can’t hear you, but YES I can! In my way too sensitive brain, ha, mind?
No one likes a cry-baby, when not an actual crying baby, got
that? Sure you do.
Besides babies are quieted easier than most adults who don’t
know when to stop are…
During this blue period in my life, not Picasso’s, meaning
painfully ill therefore blue/sad time, in my case, although I did hear that
‘blue’ is now the BIG Color for this year, personally my favorite, with emerald
being last year’s choice, can't take the fashion mindset out of the fashion gal...Any-who, I have had time to think, yep the gal with
too much time on her hands has had more time to think, who woulda thunk it,
hmm?
And now I have come to an interesting conclusion on remedies
for pain… what does one do, when exercise that should kick in those endorphins
and meditation and Lamaze and all non-medicated ideas don’t work? And the only
tricks doctors have up their sleeves are heavy duty narcotics and IV steroids
etc.?
A light bulb goes up, i.e above your/my head, like in a cartoon?
Now I am a gal that was pretty worldly, having traveled quite
a bit, even to Europe without Mom and Dad and college in the BIG city, New York, no parents there either, ha
that is and I had been offered Weed, Dope, Grass, ganja, giggle weed, Aunt
Mary, Mary Jane, chronic, rego, wacky tobacky, bud, grass, pot, herb, trees,
indo ... to name a few, PS Hubby was a cop…ya hear things, ya know?
My go to cop-out for not being one of the many during the
1960’s was, sticking to my minority righteous thinking, ha, I would say to any
offerings, “no thank you I smoke cigarettes that is bad enough!”
And to this day I have NOT had a joint of the smoking
variety, ya know?
Even with today twenty of our United States are allowing it for
medical use and a few for even just for the heck of it… http://medicalmarijuana.procon.org/view.resource.php?resourceID=000881
I even quit smoking cigarettes on July 11. 2006, and for
that I am very proud…
But anyone who has stopped that nasty disgusting unhealthy
addictive habit will be the first to tell you that they still get that urge
occasionally to take a puff… Even in the early days I did too… but not lately.
You see marijuana can be cooked into brownies, nothing new
there, or smoked, as in a joint, and I am sure they even might be working on it
in a pill form too… and it has been said that it helps with Chemo’s bad side
effects, and the eye pressure from Glaucoma, and for the pain with Multiple
Sclerosis and has proven to be helpful in so many other ailments in controlled at home
settings…ha!
There is a law firm in Orlando, Florida, Morgan and Morgan,
their motto is FOR THE PEOPLE that has started a petition, http://www.unitedforcare.org/petition
to have it put on the ballot to be voted on here to help all of us who have
this painful issue or other medical issues, and well, I have signed the
petition and so did Hubby, the retired cop, and me the goody, goody two
shoes…since I have never ever been a sheep before, so it does feel odd now that I
have committed to this for my own personal use eventually… it is a form of hope
for some of us who need help, really.
So please don’t judge us unless you have walked in our
shoes… or rolled in our wheelchairs etc…
We must not be made to feel BAD a choice is a choice that sometimes
IS for the greater good…
With all the killings all over the world, just this weekend
alone, there are much more important things to think about and we are, with
this issue, just a blip in the time continuum and so I do believe that should
be understood in the processes of how this world has changed in so many
horrific, and some very wonderful ways too… and perhaps some day I will
dedicate an entire blog to the good in the world as well, because we all know
it is there, but not publicized as often as it should be.
See I have not been too concise with my medical issues,
albeit grazing over; okay specifically discussing the necessity to have
alternatives for care?
That was my reasoning for all my blatant postings on
Facebook today and the need to be heard once again on this venue.
I know that you all understand and that none of you are too judgmental,
correct?
On that note of too much note, allow me to be the very first
to wish all of you northern hemisphere people a very happy first day of FALL,
for here in Paradise we don’t have that season… oh and also allow me to be the
very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly
count all your blessings and share all your overages with you know who and we
will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear!
PS Hopefully I will be able to wrap my head around something
different topic-wise by tomorrow… seriously, I will try!