Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Danger, danger Tobi...


Talking down one’s self from a too close blunder should be a no brainer. Sadly, I have proven more times than not that I have no idea how to prevent myself from going too far over the edge when speaking to others; whether on here or in person. Many a time I have mentioned that I suffer severely from foot in mouth disease, which I do understand the cure is to SHUT UP, but do I learn, no. If I had learned I would not be so unpopular. There was a time when I was everyone’s pal, and I would yes them all to death, mine. To thy own self be true, and all others pay cash; wait that’s not right. But it’s all Oprah’s fault, she told us to love ourselves and be honest with our selves, true? Did she also say NOT to be honest with others? It’s been a while. That doesn’t sound like her. And to make conversation you should ask who, what, where, why and when, right? Oh that’s in journalism. I am nosy by nature, but aren’t most people? The nature of the beast, oops I suppose that means, no… but I am no BEAST! It used to be politely called, taking an interest in the world and people around you. Some people try so hard to be so mysterious when in truth they have nothing different going on than the rest of us in the world… yep, commonalties… means nothing new has happened in a very long time that someone hasn’t personally experienced and so why not share? Humanity is not a new concept and trying hard to share that when some people make it difficult. I thought that I had too much time on my hands, but then I found someone who apparently has more than me, wow! But it appears although that is true this person cannot seem to get everything done when it has to be. It is true that we with MS we have slower than usual metabolisms and being tired is a large part of what we have. With that said, you would think if someone is trying to help financially with their family expenses and has deadlines to complete things would be more of a time organizer to accomplish those things? No. I know it is just me. Good meaning people who say they are not allowing their disability payments subsidize what their needs are, but are still collecting it even though working at freelance… to try hard to make monies for other medical expenses… I am confused… to me it is no simpler than what are your priorities? Being sidetracked seems to be a bad thing of sabotage for this person’s industrious reasoning. They’re on here more than I would be if that was my additional income, it would come first or I would set aside time daily to accomplish the task of that additional income for my family. It really makes me wonder why people don’t just do it, instead of saying that they are too tired. Gosh, I could have written five novels by now with my blog entries if that was my objective. And this person writes essays all day long to people just talking… I know it's me, it’s always me… I don’t get it, and now I was told that you should never do or say anything you have to say ‘sorry’ for… well, that’s hard for someone who has had to say that most of her life, since I speak first and than think! Old dog, new tricks, I don’t think so, at least not this old dog, sadly! Seriously, I have tried, but it works for a while and than I do it again, tell the truth that is how I see it. Is my brain so skewed that others don’t see it too? Nevermind, don’t answer that! PS I seemed to have had another anomaly in my health or just another pseudo exacerbation brought on by my own ridiculous stress levels that most pre-pubescent girls go through, maybe younger… who knows, gotta watch that!(My issue yesterday, methinks.) On that note of not much note or maybe a little, allow me to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count all your blessings and share those overages with you know who and we will too! And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?!

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