That is the time I awoke at and I have been up ever since then.
A few times during the day I did start to doze off, but chose to have coffee instead, most coffee I have drank in a long time, four cups today! Last several years I have been drinking a cup maybe two at the most.
When I worked I was drinking ten, maybe a few more cups daily I only realized my down flaw when my hands started to shake when talking to another store manager while I was a district manager. Don’t worry that was already when everyone was getting drug tested and they knew I wasn’t on any drugs then, although, some might disagree about caffeine actually being a drug. Today, I am only on prescribed drugs now, by my physicians, way too many twenty-one pills and an injection daily!
Oh the reason, I was up way too early was due to my darling head again!
It wanted to crack open, and of course I was of a different opinion and wouldn’t allow it, but this time I felt it could be my sinuses and so I used my saline nasal spray and my antibiotic for my eyes and alcohol cotton balls for my ears and my cold water and alcohol washcloth for my neck and a few cups of coffee; for as we all know they act as vascular dilators and do really help and have been even known to curb migraines, which I used to get as a gal in my twenties from allergies, but was cured by desensitizing shots from an allergist after about only six months. And so within hours I was not as bad as I was, although, all throughout the day I have been periodically having those wee bit dull aches in the head area, all throughout it.
Even now my darling wee noggin has been gonging deep dark rich tones as if in an ancient land.
So I will have to hurry at least I have stopped nodding off.
I suppose many are wondering why I did not try napping, Gosh you have nothing to do, do you?
Well, a few reasons why I did not take a cat or kitty nap, number one is that I found if I nap I would not sleep through the night and two I beg to differ I had laundry to do and taking care of the houseplants and other flutterings around our home as well, now must I tell you everything? Kidding, of course I don’t but I do, but don’t I?
I feel like this headache business is making its own sequels, at least it appears to be somewhat of a redundancy.
And we all know that that is in keeping with my usual self.
Monday my blood work should be back for my internist to tell me what’s going on, I hope, but Monday is also the day I turn it up a notch with the last/final higher increments of the Gabapentin being started of 600mg. 600mg., 600mg. if it is causing my headaches not my sinuses then, “HUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM!” And my neuro and I will have to figure something else out to help with my not so wonderful Multiple Sclerosis problems, changing for the worse symptoms… and yes, it does have an affect on glucose and so that is why the blood work will be the bottom line for knowing what is going on or not, who knows? Not only headaches and glucose but also can cause more weight gain, but at this point I do believe I will be dying ironically from obesity, not all my medicated maladies that have caused it! Such a good girl who quit smoking nearly seven years ago, and at that time I was going to the gym and thin with no medications ingested at all!
Now if that isn’t ironic I don’t know what is?
Have any of you ever wondered why a granny of ninety could be chain smoking away for more years than she can remember; while a young person of twenty-three gets lung cancer after taking up the nasty dirty habit only three years prior to diagnosis?
I have and when I was privileged to have been able to go to visit at a university where doctors were discussing their research, on a break I spoke with one of the research physicians and he and as I felt, now this was years ago, probably fifteen or so years ago that in order for cancer to be called up to do its nasty stuff there has to be a gene trigger or some such thing, since that would be a more logical reason why some who smoke never have any ill affects from it and others do…And to this day I still tend to believe it, although I did quit.
Now, that is not the greatest of thoughts to leave you with, but why don’t you just think beautiful thoughts, since my inner self believes that if we do it will show up on the outside of ourselves, that is manifest itself in our own outer beauty, okey dokey, so allow me now to be the very first to wish all of you a very happy good night and ask you to kindly count your blessings and share those overages with whomever you care to and we will too!
And next time please be here or be square, ya hear?!